Thirty days of July 2013 DETAILS Waiting – Minutes to hours to days Hello – Greetings from the heartless Half – The other side of the inside Raindrops – Under the hood Next – Keep it coming Chaos – Being … Continue reading A Picture, A Word, A Day
Composed on December 28th, 2011 An original musical poem or poetic vocals composition, a metamorphic form of a poetry I wrote earlier on the day with the same title. This is the first ever I recorded a musical poem. A … Continue reading What I Wish For You
Composed in 2004, Raindrops were inspired based on the actual event of the day the it was tuned, one rainy day. This is by far, the first and raw draft, and today Raindrops is still on progress. The recent issue … Continue reading Raindrops
You were only waiting for this moment to arise, … Langit hitam itu bentar lagi warna merah bakal jingga, katanya. Gak ada awan, gak perlu gloomy stuffs hari gini, katanya. Ayo doa pagi supaya matahari jangan terlalu galak hari ini. … Continue reading Blackbird
This is for you. Because I was once wonder why of all symbols in the world, love has to be represented with a shape of a human heart. One night to be confused One night to speed up truth We … Continue reading Heartbeats
Seconds to minutes to hours to days. You have no power over time. No you don’t. The only thing you can control in time being, is you, yourself. (In rhetorical ambient with Two Hours Without Ego – Modern Institute as a soothing … Continue reading Two Hours Without Ego
Untuk semuanya. Is it wrong, is it wrong, is it wrong to say I don’t really like you? Untuk pintu yang dibuka dan lalu ditutup. Untuk bentuk punggungnya yang teringat jelas. Untuk suara langkah kaki yang lalu menghilang. Do you … Continue reading I Don’t Know
It keeps me alive. It surrounds the earth, the atmosphere. It is invisible. It is unsubstantial. It is light. It surrounds and influences. It flows. In harmonized chorals and psalmody, it bears the tune in harmony. It keeps me alive. It is you. You … Continue reading Air
I know it may sound cliché, but it is what it is.
Life without purpose is lifeless and the way to find the purpose of life is nevertheless by living the life itself.
What I want in my life? These… I want to be happy. I want to love and to beloved. I want to give hugs and be hugged. I want to travel around and share smiles to strangers. I want to be free, from anger, fears and worries. I want paradise.
Paradise (pairidaeza) is a place in which existence is positive, harmonious and timeless. It is conceptually a counter-image of the miseries, and there is only peace, prosperity, and happiness.
I’ve only been around for twenty two years. There are times when I thought I got this all figured out. I thought I knew but I had no idea at all.
After I read this definition for multiple times, I started to notice there are some keywords there. Existence and concept. And there, I found it. Paradise is a concept where I choose to exist in positivity and harmony, to counter misery, where it leads to peace, prosperity and happiness.
Yes, paradise is a state of being. A choice. A way to see the big picture.
To make peace with life itself, is paradise.
I dreamed about it. And the moment my eyes were opened, there’s nothing I want to do more but to pursuit the dream itself. Paradise. And that’s a promise I keep to myself. My life is my paradise.
And for you, I hope you find one too. 🙂
A sweet inspiring melody, Paradise by Coldplay
“How many lives are living strange?” The road never look better than today as if it is ready to welcome me. Images outside are getting blurry and illuminated in this color bucket. I was tucked inside my childhood … Continue reading We Were Getting High and Gallagher Agreed